For what it's worth if I had been in control of the kill N1 I still think Rawr was a good kill because he was obvTown. Due to people regarding me as a "strong" player, I never can afford killing the actual strong players and have to hope to blend in with the crowd. Honestly, I don't think I'm a strong player. I sometimes have a good day and the Miracle happens. (See: Eden of the East Mafia and Zombie Mafia) The rest of the time I'm usually floundering around. I think GLaDOS has been my first mislynch death in a while, though.
As I said in the Scum QT my method is to actually hunt for people I find genuinely detracting to Town. This is why Serela was such a big aim for me as I felt his play was detrimental to the scumhunt effort. ActionDan was partially detrimental by being one-liners, partially because he was a wildcard and I wanted to eliminate chance. BT was what felt most possible, and I think him claiming there was nothing he should've been lynched for is false; at least I can relate, because that's how I actually feel like.
I had hoped to mislynch Sky Paladin, who was my LYLO Designated Mislynch on the grounds of leaps in his logic and disconnect between certain points of his arguments. It never came to that, because Shadoweh was on to me and voted me. I couldn't afford voting Sky Paladin and turning it into a Bard Is Definitely Scum Because Shadoweh Would Have Quicklynched situation situation. I know Shadoweh is hard to influence, so I'd rather gambled on Sky Paladin.
Throughout the game I never expected to win. I was staying in mostly because Dormio willed me to. I do admit it was shitty to react in the way I did to the (perceived) passive-aggressive tones and what I felt was just unfair dickery for being voted by Scum. No matter what circumstances go on, there's a line that should be drawn and I went over that. My feelings were genuine but in this case, I should not have shown them and just stepped away. I sincerely apologise.
Outside of that, Mafia is a game where Scum have to manipulate the Town. When you're not the subject of the manipulation, it's easy to point out all the flaws. I think a lasting problem of online Mafia play is the peanut gallery criticising the players. Another lasting problem is that people don't consider Mafia a party game. It's a deception game that must be won at all costs, and whoever wins, everyone loses. This kind of attitude is poison and why I went on a long hiatus from playing Mafia here. More than "fixing" any kind of Townie reasoning, which is just fine in my opinion, we should look towards evaluating the way we experience the game and deal with the aftermath.
As Sky Paladin pointed out in the thread (correctly): Calling the opposing team shit and degrading their play is just not something you do. For the record I also apologised to Zakeri and CF7 for my attitude towards them. Should not have happened.
I found Sacchi to be by far the strongest player. I literally could not find any angle from which I could say Sacchi was Scum, and that is why the NK happened.
If Dormio hadn't messed up his PR town would have lost that game, IIRC, so it was just a PR flubup that let town win.
I stand by that it was Bardiche going over all Dormio's posts with a fine comb that let Town win. Dormio goofed up there, but unless someone had pointed it out, Town would still have lost. You're outright denying that a victory was won through stubborn refusal to give up and continuous combing over posts.
Edit: Obviously I will now never play Mafia again and quit while ahead.
