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| E-Nazrin:
--- Quote from: UncertainKitten on October 08, 2009, 12:15:34 AM ---So be it. If I can't trust myself how can I trust others ^-^ Well, how about I turn it around on you. Would you trust yourself with your well being? --- End quote --- I might if I've ever had any real experience doing it or felt I had any hope in doing so. That reminds me, it's a pity this is a time-sensitive thingy since I'm supposed to be working on my thesis. Maybe I'll be able to bring myself to get some work done after all the normal people are asleep. And still only get like four hours of sleep argh. I don't know how Gap does what he says he does but I'd love like hell to be able to do it without falling apart. I can't tell if being hyper from excessive antidepressants is a good or bad thing. I'm actually sort of doing stuff now on occasion maybe but I'm acting like an egotistical idiot and I hate that. Blarg. Wait this isn't relevant what --- Quote ---I advise you read Godel, Escher, Back: An Eternal Golden Braid --- End quote --- to google Oh hey, that sounds pretty neat. I'm waiting for some other books right now though and often feel like there is no such thing as free time so I may or may not ever get around to it just like five thousand other things like anything on game systems past the PS2 generation and I can't even remember for sure what the other consoles there were FUCK --- Quote ---Fine. I can't vouch for this example, but Saber from Fate/Stay night? --- End quote --- Nope, haven't played that either. Despite my feeling of lacking time, I never really do anything with it. Isn't it sad? |
| UncertainJakutten:
--- Quote ---I might if I've ever had any real experience doing it or felt I had any hope in doing so. --- End quote --- that doesn't matter as much, actually. I'm willing to be patient and help you learn. Or even ignore it if you don't want to learn...I like you that much --- Quote ---That reminds me, it's a pity this is a time-sensitive thingy since I'm supposed to be working on my thesis. Maybe I'll be able to bring myself to get some work done after all the normal people are asleep. And still only get like four hours of sleep argh. --- End quote --- Ara ara...actually, is there any way I can help you with that? --- Quote ---I don't know how Gap does what he says he does but I'd love like hell to be able to do it without falling apart. --- End quote --- Well...all the more reason to take my offer...I'll support you...you can relax around me...I can help ^-^ --- Quote ---I can't tell if being hyper from excessive antidepressants is a good or bad thing. I'm actually sort of doing stuff now on occasion maybe but I'm acting like an egotistical idiot and I hate that. Blarg. --- End quote --- Probably not a good thing. You shouldn't abuse those :S --- Quote ---Oh hey, that sounds pretty neat. I'm waiting for some other books right now though and often feel like there is no such thing as free time so I may or may not ever get around to it just like five thousand other things like anything on game systems past the PS2 generation and I can't even remember for sure what the other consoles there were FUCK --- End quote --- This got a bit rambly but it is REALLY neat. --- Quote ---Nope, haven't played that either. Despite my feeling of lacking time, I never really do anything with it. Isn't it sad? --- End quote --- Nah, actually, just means you don't waste it on silly media. I can't come up with any other good examples you'd know. Guess you'll have to take my word for it that while I like being a tool I also like being the best tool there is and I shouldn't be taken lightly :P. |
| E-Nazrin:
--- Quote from: UncertainKitten on October 08, 2009, 12:29:35 AM ---that doesn't matter as much, actually. I'm willing to be patient and help you learn. Or even ignore it if you don't want to learn...I like you that much Ara ara...actually, is there any way I can help you with that? Well...all the more reason to take my offer...I'll support you...you can relax around me...I can help ^-^ --- End quote --- Well that was fast. --- Quote ---Probably not a good thing. You shouldn't abuse those :S --- End quote --- Indeed... Still, my current physiology has not exactly been kind to me. Or kind to my ability to be kind to me. --- Quote ---This got a bit rambly but it is REALLY neat. --- End quote --- Yeah, I can get like that. In text, at least... --- Quote ---Nah, actually, just means you don't waste it on silly media. I can't come up with any other good examples you'd know. Guess you'll have to take my word for it that while I like being a tool I also like being the best tool there is and I shouldn't be taken lightly :P. --- End quote --- The part I don't like is the lack of qualifiers near "best tool there is." How much are you looking out for yourself, then? Where's the line (well, gradient, realistically) between use and (unacceptable) abuse? I'm not worried about standing up to others in general, I'm worried about standing up to your 'master.' |
| UncertainJakutten:
--- Quote ---Well that was fast. --- End quote --- What was fast? (You do know that I'm trying to seduce now, right?) --- Quote ---Indeed... Still, my current physiology has not exactly been kind to me. Or kind to my ability to be kind to me. [/qoute] What if be fair for me to ask why? --- Quote ---The part I don't like is the lack of qualifiers near "best tool there is." How much are you looking out for yourself, then? Where's the line (well, gradient, realistically) between use and (unacceptable) abuse? I'm not worried about standing up to others in general, I'm worried about standing up to your 'master.' --- End quote --- I have my limits. And prospective master would be aware of those limits and know not to abuse them. It's kinda weird, but the idea is if you are my master, I selected you because I knew you wouldn't abuse me. --- End quote --- |
| E-Nazrin:
--- Quote ---[/qoute] --- End quote --- --- Quote ---What if be fair for me to ask why? --- End quote --- lolbipolar = sux. More often it's the depressed part that's getting to me, but the past few days have shown the problems with the other side of it. But which is worse? --- Quote from: UncertainKitten on October 08, 2009, 12:50:30 AM ---I have my limits. And prospective master would be aware of those limits and know not to abuse them. It's kinda weird, but the idea is if you are my master, I selected you because I knew you wouldn't abuse me. --- End quote --- Okay, that works. Safe word and all that. Guess I have trouble accepting that amount of trust... or don't like the thought of 'use' that I'd normally consider abuse. Or unhealthy outside of the relationship? I don't know, something like that. Hm. 'course, considering this is just an online contest with minimal outside consequences and I don't think I'd enjoy subjecting you to much (especially that you haven't done already on your own, apparently), I'm not sure how much of that is just posturing. And whether it's true or not I'm not sure I'd like to take you up on it, especially in that fashion. what am i doing again huh |
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