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UK and E-Mouse (Season 1)
UncertainJakutten:
--- Quote ---Serv... what? Yeah, that would be part of the problem, seeing as I don't like the whole "excessive submissive" thing, honestly. I prefer stronger girls, personality-wise. No shortage of those in Touhou...
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Oh? And I thought you were a bit meeker than that. Ara ara, what a miscalculation.
You do know that submissive is NOT weak, right? I submit on MY whims, not on anyone elses :P
--- Quote ---I'm just... I don't know, being myself? Sort of? At least now I'm not trying to take this too seriously. I think. Hope? Dunno.
As for things I like, there are some that would be spoilers and others that would be obvious; we ARE on a Touhou forum, after all.
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Ara ara, does the kitten have your tongue? And it's good you aren't taking it seriously. But at any rate, yeah, obviously Touhou is an interest in common. But what other interests might we have in common?
I'm willing to do whatever you desire. But I'm only willing to because I feel like it. You interest me, mouse...and I'm willing to put you in control of me for awhile if you so desire.
Allow me to put it more this way. Do you think Hellsing's Alucard is weak? Do you think Umineko's Ronove is weak? Do you think that Kuroshitsuji's Sebastian is weak? Just because one serves doesn't make them a doormat.
And that would be the first thing you need to learn about me and the nature of my interest in you, got it?
E-Nazrin:
--- Quote from: UncertainKitten on October 07, 2009, 11:25:42 PM ---Oh? And I thought you were a bit meeker than that. Ara ara, what a miscalculation.
You do know that submissive is NOT weak, right? I submit on MY whims, not on anyone elses :P
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Good. Was worried about that. I have trouble getting into the highly-sub mindset in a lot of ways, it confuses me. Maybe I'm just too paranoid. Get worried about the bad end potentials... and authoritarian abuse, I guess. What am I talking about again? Damn WIS dump stat.
--- Quote ---I'm willing to do whatever you desire. But I'm only willing to because I feel like it. You interest me, mouse...and I'm willing to put you in control of me for awhile if you so desire.
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And why do you trust me so much, so easily? That's part of what worries me. I guess we've talked for a while online, but still...
--- Quote ---Allow me to put it more this way. Do you think Hellsing's Alucard is weak? Do you think Umineko's Ronove is weak? Do you think that Kuroshitsuji's Sebastian is weak? Just because one serves doesn't make them a doormat.
And that would be the first thing you need to learn about me and the nature of my interest in you, got it?
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I don't really know anything about those people.
Yes, I understand that 'servitude' can work out okay, even if it's a bigger risk of nastiness. It's just that part of that is keeping the severity under control, and the degree for your antics... kinda worry me. Of course, getting meta about you serving me vs. ensuring that you aren't being overly servitudal in general enters a double-guessing infinite loop and becomes pointless. owata.gif
UncertainJakutten:
--- Quote ---Good. Was worried about that. I have trouble getting into the highly-sub mindset in a lot of ways, it confuses me. Maybe I'm just too paranoid. Get worried about the bad end potentials... and authoritarian abuse, I guess. What am I talking about again? Damn WIS dump stat.
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Well, of course you don't fully submit to someone you don't trust you dork. That's doin it wrong ^-^.
--- Quote ---And why do you trust me so much, so easily? That's part of what worries me. I guess we've talked for a while online, but still...
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Maybe I'm still a little naive. Or maybe you seem trustworthy. Does the reason have to matter? I've deemed you worthy of taking me. And I trust my judgement.
--- Quote ---I don't really know anything about those people.
Yes, I understand that 'servitude' can work out okay, even if it's a bigger risk of nastiness. It's just that part of that is keeping the severity under control, and the degree for your antics... kinda worry me. Of course, getting meta about you serving me vs. ensuring that you aren't being overly servitudal in general enters a double-guessing infinite loop and becomes pointless. owata.gif
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Don't you love the paradox of this kind of thing? And yet I resolve it flawlessly by doing exactly what my master wants. Whether I have to guess at it or not is part of the game. There are so many meta levels to play with it's intriguing.
Ok, how about Sakuya then? Is she weak? Yet she's the Elegant, Perfect Maid.
E-Nazrin:
--- Quote from: UncertainKitten on October 08, 2009, 12:06:12 AM ---Well, of course you don't fully submit to someone you don't trust you dork. That's doin it wrong ^-^.
Maybe I'm still a little naive. Or maybe you seem trustworthy. Does the reason have to matter? I've deemed you worthy of taking me. And I trust my judgement.
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You don't have to believe everything you think... and there are a lot of self-promoting illusions that can really screw people over. Trust your judgment, eh?
This statement is only made more disquieting with the addition of a qualifier about this probably not being a problem with me.
Probably.
(p.s. more accurate to say 'listen' or 'reply to' since people can talk at you without much permission or anything but I'm just being a semantics nazi)
--- Quote ---Don't you love the paradox of this kind of thing? And yet I resolve it flawlessly by doing exactly what my master wants. Whether I have to guess at it or not is part of the game. There are so many meta levels to play with it's intriguing.
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Meta is fun. But sometimes it just reaches levels of indecipherability that you might as well abandon it.
Unless you take a third option, then...
--- Quote ---Ok, how about Sakuya then? Is she weak? Yet she's the Elegant, Perfect Maid.
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She's weak-willed and scares me because she does whatever Remilia wants without regard to much else. Doesn't help that she's so hostile and apparently willing to kill people. I have much the same problem with Sanae, but she's a little less violent. A little.
So no, bad example.
UncertainJakutten:
--- Quote ---You don't have to believe everything you think... and there are a lot of self-promoting illusions that can really screw people over. Trust your judgment, eh?
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So be it. If I can't trust myself how can I trust others ^-^
Well, how about I turn it around on you. Would you trust yourself with your well being?
--- Quote ---Meta is fun. But sometimes it just reaches levels of indecipherability that you might as well abandon it.
Unless you take a third option, then...
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I advise you read Godel, Escher, Back: An Eternal Golden Braid
--- Quote ---She's weak-willed and scares me because she does whatever Remilia wants without regard to much else. Doesn't help that she's so hostile and apparently willing to kill people. I have much the same problem with Sanae, but she's a little less violent. A little.
So no, bad example.
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Fine. I can't vouch for this example, but Saber from Fate/Stay night?