Currently I just feel crossed up on how events are turning up, it's about 9 days until I turn 16, in which either on said day, or a few days after that I will get my driver's license, once I get that I will (probably) have a way of getting girl's clothing, and finally trying out to see if I can really pull off the trap look, overall any time I think about this I just get a weird feeling through my body, I don't know why, it just happens, I guess I am coming to terms now with my mind so I am going to do it, I guess it's either the feeling of being nervous or just impatient, since I want to see how I look...
and yes I know with this post I can't deny wanting to be a trap, just letting my mind speak it's final decision.