>"Well, not entirely..."
>Frown slightly
>"When I woke up, I was tethered to some kind of mystic spider web that prevented me from moving or drawing on my own power in more than the smallest amounts, and kept my mind... hazy. I was... fairly close to completely at her mercy, I am afraid. She wanted to know all that I knew of her, and I did share with her what I thought was safe to say without endangering anyone else - though many times she refused to believe me anyway, regardless of how true my words were. You were..."
>Pause, take a deep breath. Though things somehow worked out in the end, this is still a painful memory.
>"I did not notice you at first, and I had even hoped you might have evaded their notice and were still out there somewhere, safe, even if I was not. But... but you were there as well, standing upright in the corner of the room, under your own power, eyes open, but... it was as though there was no consciousness within you. Nothing. Just... blank, like some kind of living mannequin."
>"Oh, Rin, I'm so sorry.... I don't even know if I can properly articulate the sinking dread I felt in that moment, to see what she had done to you. I was overconfident. I'd thought I could handle whatever lay in wait for us at the shrine. And if I had to bear the price of this mistake, then... well, so be it. But for you to bear the price of my mistakes as well...? If I hadn't been able to undo what she'd done to you, I don't know how I could ever have forgiven myself."