Late to the party. Probably longwinded. The future me better get something out this, damnit.
-Favorite achievements: those sparse moments of self-actualization in shmups and the intense, lucid high that comes with it. And the refocusing from remembering that this feeling, not any end goal, is why I play these games.
-Biggest screw-up: continuing to grind UFO despite hating it. On the upside, with the 1cc, I'm no longer tempted to play it (outside of Shou [once I get a computer that can run hourglass]).
-Favorite achievements of others: Zil's abuse of PoDD and PoFV. Exceedingly fun as I was into the games for most of this time and was learning from, being motivated by, and being completely outclassed by Zil. Also: Naut's DOJ 2-all, T's TD extra and UFO extra WRs, .asp's UFO extra WR, Azinth's S99 STGT awesomeness, Zil's DOJ 2-all, and Jaimers' abuse of everything he touches. I'm forgetting a lot, I'm sure, partially because it's hard to relate to accomplishments in games I haven't played and partially because I tend to forget the exact goals and simply remember the privilege of sharing in the ups and downs of people who I like as they work toward their goals.
-Goals for 2013: if I get back into shmup-likes, tangible goals would be a 'legit' Chiyuri lunatic 1cc and some PoFV scoring. Any time spent on normal shmups will likely be with save states, jumping between games and skipping to their good bits. Or I might pull a Sapz this year, as I'm enjoying this break from shmups more than I enjoyed playing them.
-Challenges to others: for the more pessimistic folk to be positive about themselves and their efforts. And for irc to more frequently suffer from bouts of music spam.