Alright alright, I've found the solution of curbing my perfectionist mindset with DoDonPachi (Original, not DaiFukkatsu or Daioujou), and to tell the truth it's allowing me to bomb when I feel like I'm going to die like a twit with five bombs in stock a lot better because Touhou looks easy and is hard, but DoDonPachi looks and is hard. Hopefully it'll get a lot better from here on.
To be honest, I've made up a lot of reasons of getting mad or incredibly frustrated in the form of
Fuck you ZUN I want to stab your kidneys and all that. I don't have many friends that play Cave games (If Zengeku counts as one, he's one of two), and none of them are elitist. I just hated the idea of bombing because that was the kind of mindset I was exposed to when I started playing these games seriously (And by seriously I mean
not asdfhaahahasnshaoaholpghoahshfoahtoahgyayigotkickedinthehead all over the god damn screen). Overdrive didn't help either.
I've intended SOME (About 30%, and these are the more serious ones) posts for the sake of humor, and if I get incredibly mad, expect it to be for the same reasons Malkyrian will rage: CLIPPING LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER. I'm actually starting to grow more refined into the Shmup genre now that I've tried out the "1cc Now Perfect Later"/"Can I do THIS correctly at least?" mindset combination. I'll retain my original mindsets for the first 1 to 2 stages of a Touhou game (Save for god damn UFO because I hate its guts), but I'll actually start spamming bombs if I feel I should instead of
NO NO NO WHAT IF I NEED IT LATER, now replacing it with
FUCK LATER THIS IS NOW FUCKING BOMB YEAHHHHHHHH, and I might actually be able to 1cc a fuckload of games on Lunatic out of my ass.
I'll try to stay away from Touhou for a while and just play DoDonPachi and MushihimeSama Futari for a while. The change in music might be for the better :V See you in the Shmups thread~!
I tried to earn the label of "competent shmup player," until I took an arrow to the hitbox.
Fucking Futo.
Don't act like you're the only one who feels that way. It's happened to me a fuckload of times too. Just bomb if you feel you're going to die. Clipping, though, I can understand not bombing
unless you're able to deathbomb like me.