I want to be like "it can't be THAT bad, right?" but then I remember how scattered pieces for teams are in the draw box and it's like "...he might actually have something there ouch."
Honestly my main frustration is less 'I can't do this content' and more 'I had every opportunity to do said content, and squandered it for weak early-game characters instead, even when trying otherwise, because information on this game is mostly bad and I am so stressed I can't make proper decisions'
I could fully have those pieces, but I fucked it up, and unless consecutive miracles happen, yeah, I'm pretty fucked and wasted a lot of time.
While meanwhile other people roll that shit out in like a month. And I'm consistently weaker than everyone else, too.
I'd blame the game, but really the truth is I'm stressing myself out an undue amount, and I should REALLY just grab my remaining guild war swords for this event and check out for a while.
But yeah, taking shit seriously and honestly just fucking up myself is the worst feeling and is exactly what I did. Constantly.