I took a look over your whole thread again. I'd say you made some good progress. I saw also a lot of interest in expressing your ideas and self, you've made a lot of comics here. But somewhere you seem to have misrailed and cornered yourself into a "my drawings are utter crap and people won't mind me if I don't work tirelessly on improvement" sort of development hell. Burnt out-ness, perhaps? Maybe it's just my random ramblings, though I can understand what I've said. Taking a break to subconsciously or not gain some new perspectives isn't a bad thing, but I do hope you return to keep up the good work sometime in the near future. Forgive me if I said something erroneous or out of place.
Anatomy is a boiling cauldron of a thing to throw yourself into, which you did exactly that. Google images really is not helpful at all to start with, don't feel bad.