I'm really really not proud about how I handled this situation ._.
If there's anything I have to say in my defense it's that I felt like I was being constantly pressured to make regular mafia arguments into something personal. The reason I got overly frustrated was because this seemed like a very cheap and dirty way to sidestep around the game in a way that I felt really exploited the human/social component of the people not wanting to take things personally just to get the upper hand in the game.
But yeah, even with that I have to really really apologize for the way I went about this. I don't get angry like at all but when I do I guess I just blow up like this.