oh hai, look who lost another pack of runs to marisa today :V best I've gotten was a 1DNB with the death being on the 7th non. I'll upload that replay, but man, I am so done for tday. I told myself that if I can't do it this week, I'll fuck this perfect for now. because even for me, there's a line. well, I got better at big crunch, so there's that, at least. but oh I GOT WORSE AT THE 6TH NON, TOO. well, fuck. also, open universe suddenly looks super impossible. I don't even know why.
also, lost a run to super perseid. shouldn't have happened. I ragequitted, so I don't know if that had been a 1dnb or not, but uh, yeah. the death was retarded. to_the_max. I am so disappointed in myself. this whole "you can capture EVERYTHING she has on its own, but in succession? nope. die to at least one thing" is really bugging me. had it with a couple bosses, but never so bad. my consistency with everything in that stage is complete shit. like, 1 out of 5 runs make it to marisa. that's 20%. 10% make it past big crunch, maybe. and of those 10, only 1% makes it past the 7th non. well, fuck. I think I had 4 runs till now that didn't die to the 7th non or earlier. 4, out of I don't know how many tries it took me. UNTIL NOW! I'm calling it now: I will double KO on fairy destruction ray at some point. like I did with Eirin and hourai elixir, like I did with FLandre and Q.E.D. like I did with miko and her last spell. I will definitely double KO on the last spell, making me lose another goddamn run.
ugh, this is making me angrier than it should. consistency is so shit.